well this eating disorder started probably out of my depression that has sorta existed since high school id say. the ED itself took appearance more towards end of college and really started in beg. of 2007. i am def in recovery right now…hopefully it wont take the average 7 years to heal from…or whatever you say. anyway. the actual ED started from a diet, vegan, fasting type thing where i suddenly became obsessed with body weight, nutrition and how i looked in everyway…and it went from there…
other related factors i think that mite have added to this depression/bulimia thing: skewed views of sexuality growing up, was very religious growing up (parents missionaries in ivory coast, africa) and then am agnostic now but still spiritually minded (wounded from the institutionalized religion quite a bit), shyness growing up, prefectionist tendencies…family history stuff…ya know..thats basic stuff
well this eating disorder started probably out of my depression that has sorta existed since high school id say. the ED itself took appearance more towards end of college and really started in beg. of 2007. i am def in recovery right now…hopefully it wont take the average 7 years to heal from…or whatever you say. anyway. the actual ED started from a diet, vegan, fasting type thing where i suddenly became obsessed with body weight, nutrition and how i looked in everyway…and it went from there…
other related factors i think that mite have added to this depression/bulimia thing: skewed views of sexuality growing up, was very religious growing up (parents missionaries in ivory coast, africa) and then am agnostic now but still spiritually minded (wounded from the institutionalized religion quite a bit), shyness growing up, prefectionist tendencies…family history stuff…ya know..thats basic stuff