day 2, starting again…i fell and got back up.

i went 4.5 days without sugar and then bombed the next 3, had a good day, and then bombed another day. and by bomb i mean b/p, not just eat a little sugar. BUT, alas here I am back here again, writing, starting again, getting up after falling. the past two days have been definitely more encouraging though. i wonder when Ian is getting back…i hope soon so we can hang out. I wanna do something outside of the house i think, not sure what. i do need to clean my room though maybe i should do that before he comes back. yeah…i can write more on here later and having a clean room is more a priority for me right now because of when i can do it. so i must part for you right now i will return in a bit to write more. oh yeah, p just had his mom send me my journal from the residential. it was good read a little fo what i went through there and get back to seeing what i was learning there and such. i need to do that again. i will do that again-review and learn stuffs. i will learn A7P for the NCETMB and i will pass and enjoy my new job at massage envy. woohoo!…